You know that I really wish that I can do and feel the way you do. My life for the most part of it is a living hell. I don't know what it is that I am doing wrong but things never seem to go right. Like my marriage, it's crazy my job situation it sucks. I just don't know what to do. On top of all of that I am getting messed over by the VA. I just need a fresh start. If I had the mental strength I think I could do for myself. How did you start? I know that it was hard. I have no idea what your life has been like and what you have been through but just tell me what I can do to feel what you feel. I don't go to the clubs, I still don't drink or smoke, I don't cheat on my wife. I just can't stop the lusting for other women. I'm always online looking at them and if I see something nice when I'm out, I can't keep my eyes off of her. My mind goes on a sexual rampage. I just need some help bad!
Ladies, Please pray that God would show me where to go from here, and that I can be an effective witness. Also, pray that God would continue to work in him and give him the desire to want to be saved.
Thanks, Be Blessed!
Kenyatta
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